Ballerina to Mathematician to Anthropologist.
I am who I am today because of the choices I made yesterday.

I always believed that LOVE conquered all things. Classic Disney movies night after night, fairytale stories before bedtime, and dreaming of Neverland. Perhaps it was my parents upbringing with their naive idea to implement such thoughts to my head and to avoid the harsh reality of the world. But I’m a big kid now to understand between the “rights” & “wrongs” and the “reals” & “fakes”. I have responsibilities beyond what I can mentally handle and little time for daydreams.
What is depressing of all is the inner child inside me is diminishing before my eyes and the harsh fantasy that a fairy will drop dead cold once I stop believing in them completely. (What would Peter Pan and the Lost Boys say! The horror!)

Yes, I’m an adult now and it’s time to move on from my childish games and dream. And importantly, LOVE does not conquer all things… It’s one harsh truth I need to take in and move on.

3 months ago
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violetbambi:

CHEWY, I KNOW YOU’LL SEE THIS AT SOME POINT DOESN’T THIS LOOK LIKE US?? DOESN’T IT?!!

That moment before getting to the bottom comment and thinking how much this gif resembles my roomie and I.  Great mind thinks alike OR is it that we’ve grown accustomed to thinking alike??? LOL~

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1 year ago
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Gotta love the NEW GIRL casts ^-^

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1 year ago
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Incredibly irritated, anxious, no control week…

Incredibly irritated, anxious, no control week…

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1 year ago
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All too familiar…

I’ve been down this road before… The difference between then and now is that I know what is up ahead. I will fall no doubt, but this time I may not get back up.

6 months ago
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Pouring Rain

On a rainy night as this one right now, as the sound of raindrops hits a surface, it’s inevitable but to think of you.

1 year ago
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Just simply watch me dance and you will understand.

Just simply watch me dance and you will understand.

1 year ago
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the Storm will Pass…

I’m an optimist, not a pessimist. I truly love the world around me and the people I share it with. I put a smile on my face not to show people I’m happy-go-dovey individual, but to put another smile on their face. I am happy, well most of the time. HAHA~ I only want people to see and enjoy the sunshine and not the passing storm that happens within me. Lately, I have been struggling to keep control and not let the dark past take over. Gradually each day I feel as if I’m losing my grip and fear soon enough I will lose complete control. No one needs to see that.

"You are the one person I never wanted to cry in front of." - for many reasons.

1 year ago
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Prince Charming vs The Knight in Shining Armor

Prince Charming.  So many girls spend their lives chasing and waiting eagerly for this so-called Prince Charming. Such a name paints a picture of gentle, quite, nice boy, well mannered, perfectly groomed, with perfect family and a perfect fairytale castle. Literally screams out ‘PERFECT everything’. What’s wrong with this so-called Prince Charming? It’s completely dull. 

On the other hand we have The Knight in Shining Armor.
Seated atop his noble steed, sword in hand, ready for action. The Knight is brave, bold, and willing to search out, fight and forever defend the Princess. He seeks out for adventures and slaying dragons… fearless, reckless adventures.

1 year ago
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