CHEWY, I KNOW YOU’LL SEE THIS AT SOME POINT DOESN’T THIS LOOK LIKE US?? DOESN’T IT?!!
That moment before getting to the bottom comment and thinking how much this gif resembles my roomie and I. Great mind thinks alike OR is it that we’ve grown accustomed to thinking alike??? LOL~
On a rainy night as this one right now, as the sound of raindrops hits a surface, it’s inevitable but to think of you.
Just simply watch me dance and you will understand.
I’m an optimist, not a pessimist. I truly love the world around me and the people I share it with. I put a smile on my face not to show people I’m happy-go-dovey individual, but to put another smile on their face. I am happy, well most of the time. HAHA~ I only want people to see and enjoy the sunshine and not the passing storm that happens within me. Lately, I have been struggling to keep control and not let the dark past take over. Gradually each day I feel as if I’m losing my grip and fear soon enough I will lose complete control. No one needs to see that.
"You are the one person I never wanted to cry in front of." - for many reasons.
Prince Charming. So many girls spend their lives chasing and waiting eagerly for this so-called Prince Charming. Such a name paints a picture of gentle, quite, nice boy, well mannered, perfectly groomed, with perfect family and a perfect fairytale castle. Literally screams out ‘PERFECT everything’. What’s wrong with this so-called Prince Charming? It’s completely dull.
On the other hand we have The Knight in Shining Armor.
Seated atop his noble steed, sword in hand, ready for action. The Knight is brave, bold, and willing to search out, fight and forever defend the Princess. He seeks out for adventures and slaying dragons… fearless, reckless adventures.
Halfway into January of the new year and I haven’t quite completed any accomplishments that would satisfy my inner-self excitement. What is holding me back? Lame excuses of still being in school…Only 2 weeks into winter quarter and I’m already behind struggling to catch up to my schoolworks. The lack of determination and focus is dragging me down from being on TOP of my game.
What is currently on my mind:
I simply yearn to sit down with my best friends, sipping on coffee and tea just laughing our asses off. This small fantasy of mine is not happening anytime soon, as the physical distance between all of us gradually grows. We are growing up, going our separate ways, living our lives with added responsibilities, and soon we’ll be deeply consumed individually. But it’s okay, the day will come when we all see each other in one setting. I simply just miss you all